LotZ oF LuV.....ThE OnE & OnLY LiNgZ (.)

2010-03-01T03:23:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS FULL OF SHIT...
STILL MAKING MY DECISION HAVE YET TO CONFIRM...
ARGHHHHHH...BITCH....

2009-12-31T00:08:00.000-08:00

Whoo, I'm back n I fell sick...its due to the freaking cold weather there and when I'm back I can feel e heat again... Can't imagine e 13 degree weather with e mist..I can see anything at all...oh gosh....

Well have to rest really well in order to start a brand new year with gd reolutions..... have a wonderful xmas... thanks everyone for the presents... n TENET for the wonderful gift....
I try my very best to achieve my goals...

2010 resolution.....

1) Have a new and bigger wardrobe
2) Get my FCUK/Coach watch soon
3) Complete my final paper to get my DGIRM Certificate
4) Strive to ACII
5) Big fat VB
6) Get what I want...hope all it will fulfill
7) Family to stay healthy n strong.

2009-11-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

Counting down... exam results will be out soon... hope it will be a miracle....

Hurray 3 more days n its holiday... time for me to relax to e max before i statrt all my year end closing stuff etc.....Have not seen e sun for e last few days... damn freaking busy with all those meetings... preparing for our dinner n dance programme... will be performing a " Japanese Taiko Stomp" given the "THEME: TENET GOT TALENT"....we r only given less than a week of practise... Will our team walk away with e $400 this time????Shall see our coordination on e 2nd of Dec...

Went to catch NINJA ASSASSIN (Translated by a Korean Actor RAIN) ytd... its only an average movie.... its damn disgusting when e blood splatter around n e cut its freaking real...

God Bless me!!!!

2009-11-20T23:18:00.000-08:00

Haiz... tell me how can i cheer myself up??? one problem after another... thx to joanne, mad, kennypang n all my beloved frens out there for ur concern... know that u guys luv me n care for me... i will always rmb... thx for all e msges... im very unluckily this few weeks...y... i jux got to cry it out to feel better when im upset n no one is beside me to talk to... hope all stuff will be fine soon...plssssssssss.... like wat kennypang say dun fret myself with unhappy stuff... no point...one more wk to go n i will leave s'pore le.... time is running out.. lots of appt is coming up n time flies fast n is dec... a new yr is coming again... look forward to xmas with a fresh new year with lots of new yr resolution...

2009-11-05T04:28:00.000-08:00

Thought my blog will be dead...

A bad day for me... quarrels... got no one to talk to... e only thing i can do is to blog it out....

life is full of misery... closed myself in e rm spend e nite alone doing nth but cry out loud... feel like packing up my stuff n leave e house immediately but i got no where to go....

my help is worth centless, not appreciated n yet i received such an outcome in return, its jus only a small matter n yet it so serious... well got nth to comment n no matter wat it will still ended up to be my fault when i do not even know y im landing up in such a miserable life.... from today onwards im not going to help them anymore....

thought through... question myself.... willl my upcoming trip be a pleasant n fujn holiday or will it be a merable holiday sprinkler with sadness.... really cant imagine such things might had happen its really unbelievable to ppl who r around me today to cool me down.... all thx to all of u... i do know u guys care for me but i really cant control my tears.....

tears will shed when i thought it..... being a sole breadwinner of the house is not easy... working n studying hard day n nite but yet its unappreciative... lost all my freenz around me no enjoyment of life.. all bcoz of what... trying to earn as much as possible n yet u r there saying that im selfish den y should i be working so hard n get such comment in return... there goes everything...its not worth.... u guys r staying at home all day but im out here to face e stress... i really got nth to say... i didnt even complain n yet u can say that im selfish.... now i undestand y normally ppl say that helpful n efficient ppl will die first while those who r evil will survive.....

Those who r reading this will think who im referring to... if i will tell u the situation that exactly happen u will be in shock n feel that it is unbelievable.... well since it had happen i will always remember it as a daughter such things actually happen on me in which its really pain suffering....sisnt really blog e whole situation that happen but will always rmb..... sob sob.....

2009-06-13T20:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B’DAY TO ANGELIA!!! Unable to join them in the prawning session, was ask to do a survey out of S’pore…haiz… had a night stay at e Intercontinental Hotel with Joanne, Kenny, Qiang, Angel and Lia after Dbl O last 2 weeks… thanks Joanne…had a few rounds of mahjong session (helping out my boss) .. I’m only at e beginner stage… they r so pro….

Results will be out soon… probably will receive within these few days.. felt so worried… e exam officer seems to be disappointed with e results when I called to check on the status of the results… he said that due to some unforeseen events that’s y it is delayed… really hope that I could proceed to e next module… tried to check on e failure/passing rate but he still unable to disclose any info… some hints to me n requested to inform e other candidates not to think to much till e results r out… well shall wait for e outcome n decide e next step…

2009-05-16T18:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!

Wil like to thank all my beloved family members, friends’ n colleagues for e wishes n presents…. Thank you mummy n daddy for spending my birthday with me on the very day…Thanks Zingrill (Seoul Garden for the B’day Treat)…All thanks to my beloved sisters (Joanne n Mad), Kennypang, Angel and Jo Jo for the gift. Thanks to my colleagues Clarene, Kathlene, Karen, Angela for everything (Support n B’day treat).

Once again thank you very much to all of U… All the best to those who are having their exams…

2009-04-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh...its May... its has been a long break of blogging...í'm back to blog... Lots of happening...
Busy with exams in Apr...finally its over.. paper seems to be tougher than e previous specimen paper... hopefully I will get to pass this paper... results will be out in 5 to 7 wks time... got my exemptions ... will pray real hard for a pass... all e best to myself... shall prepare for my next paper then....

As usual busy with work... reports n reports... coping with exams n work is real tough... but this is life... n its May... one yr has passed... time flies really fast.. was looking through my 21st bday pics... it makes me think through those memorable moments with my collegues n BF 13...its juz like i have celebrated it 5 mins b4... its really a happy n enjoyable moments... sigh...hope every yr my bday will be like this... but i guess i must be dreaming... this yr seems to be boring... bday trip is cancelled due to e swine flu.. I wan my HK (with family) n Malacca (with boss) trip....sisters r having exams...haix.... 11 more days to 22nd.... I got to plan sth for myself.. if not it will not be meaningful this yr..... Sun tanning? Swimming? Shopping? S'pore Flyer? No work n Studying pls........

All the best to those who r taking their exams !!!

2009-01-31T20:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!

2 days of rest for new yr is not enough...gamble n mahjong session... manage to win... exams r around e corner... mood for studying is not dere any more... cant really concentrate like in e past when I used to be....:(

One mth have passed for 2009 n e days doesnt seems to be fine... 09 seems t be a recession yr...economy downturn...have to keep our fingers cross.... things seems to be worsen... have to prepare for e worst....

2009-01-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

Whoo, great fulfill some of my wish...

- Repainted my room with new design
- Gotten my new office PC

New hair style... its short....

2008-12-27T22:45:00.000-08:00

2008 is ending real soon; I shall set some goals and wishes for myself for the brand new year.

I hope my parents and family members will stay healthy and had a prosperous new year.
I hope my dad will get a job that is of his passion soonest.
I hope to fulfill my boss dreams, learn and gain more knowledge from her.
I hope to excel in my studies within the expected time period. Targeting to complete and receive my full Certificate of the Insurance Institute of UK.
High salary increment and VB [Promise from Boss]
Wish to get promoted based on my performance asap subject to my motivation towards my studies.
Complete my Hip Hop Dance [Not to skip any lessons???].
I wish to have a chalet/surprised 22nd Birthday.
I wish I could go to HK, Tokyo (Japan) for holidays.
I wish to have another holiday trip with my colleague sponsor by my company.
I wish to repaint my bedroom with new design.
Aim to have more time to have fun and less workload.
I wish to have a tanned complexion.

Wish List for the year [Things I wish to have]

- Calvin Klein/LV/Coach bag for work
- Coach Wallet
- I-phone [Latest model]
- I-pod [Latest model]
- Coach/DKNY Watch/ Swiss Made Watch
- Overseas trip
- ACII Cert
- Pink Color Dell Laptop
- New PC in e office [Promise from boss]

More goals and wishes to be included….

2008-12-27T22:43:00.000-08:00

W/o realizing that boss will call me even when she is on holiday… really shocked… checked whether everything is going on smoothly.. came all e way down to Arcade to meet me… but sad to receive bad news… Great everything went on smoothly when she is back… registered for my exams and got my exemptions from more than what I have expected… sometimes juz couldn’t understand y ppl like to make things difficult for one another even when we r colleagues… well probably that’s parts and parcels of life…

Well juz came back from my trip to Genting n KL… e weather is freaking cold n windy… bad weather… rain all day… dun really know e way to KL…we juz took a bus down to Titiwansa monorail station n make our way down to Bukit Bintang…. Nthing much there juz like our normal Chinatown…

X’mas lots of events.. bbq session with family members.. …Party held by company n own dept… presents receive from my colleague n family:-

- X’mas treat @ Hans n hand phone holder from Boss
- Body Glove T-shirt from Maggie (AM) from Australia
- Nike Water Bottle from Susan (Supervisor): Gift Exchange
- Chocolates from Bell (Underwriter), Rachel (AM)
- Flowers from Temp Staff
- Cross-Stitch with chocolates from Temp Staff
- Home baked cookies from Dawn
- Watches from Mum n Xiao Yi
- Earrings, my favorite clock from my cousin
- Dress, shoes n my favorite chocolates from Er Ýi

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

2008-12-13T20:28:00.000-08:00

Disappointed with e reply from e sch n HR Mgr… just really can’t understand y everything can’t go through smoothly n have to make me go through such difficulty…. what’s e point of having a Diploma cert when it useless… waste my time studying for this 3 years…. Really unsatisfied with the reply from them…

Part conversation with HR:-

HR Mger: Be mindful that frm e feedback frm SCI more than 50% of e student who had taken e Oct Paper actually had failed e paper. R u sure, u wanna cont taking e paper?

Me: Of course, doesn’t mean other student fail e paper I will fail too….

What type of encouragement is he giving to his staff? I will prove him wrong, so sarcastic with his words. He thinks that my boss is not in n he can try doing all sorts of nonsense on me. I doubt so. Lets see what will happen when my boss is back, I’m waiting.

Hope everything will be fine n I will receive good news from NYP. Praying very hard day n night….

2008-11-22T19:48:00.000-08:00

Holiday next wk but do not have e sense of excitement at all… killing for time….not feeling well… lots of things happen…what a bad mth….. y do such things have to happen…juz leave her alone since she is old enough to know what she wants…doesn’t need to be bother since she is having such an impression on us.... Well leave that aside….. X’mas coming… lots of event coming up… can’t wait for e day to come…will be having a gift exchange session in our dept… suppose to pick a card from the box n see who I get to buy present for…have to keep this as a secret…everyday I will have ppl coming to me asking who did I pick.. but I’m not that stupid to fall into e trap of telling them…. Especially my boss who was so excited over this…

2008-10-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY TO U MY LITTLE ANGEL....

Whooooo...wat a great sat (25/10).. enjoy myself to e fullest though it was not my bday.......

Start off my day with treasure hunt around bugis, city hall n suntec city area with sisters, kenny, qiang, lia n gel... is really a tiring day... n now my legs are arching like hell.... but at times i still get to take my boss car to another destination... wahaha..dat save mi part of my energy.... had lunch @ xiao long bao... n there after we contd hunting again....spend e whole morning till abt 7 on treasure hunt... felt so hydrated....n we headed down to dbl o.... whoo..... e nite comes..... drink...dance..... n im gone...... oh gosh... useless gal.... all thx to u guys for taking care of mi.... so sweet.... I should consider this time as my 1st time going clubbing not including e one dat i went on my 19th bday @ DXO... this is much more fun..... chill.... have not been really enjoying for such a long time...

2008-10-19T02:33:00.000-07:00

Long time nv blog.... i really got nth to blog abt...finally got sth to blog....

HAPPY B'DAY TO DEAR SISTER JOANNE !!!

Finally she's 21... sis u r finally an adult.... went to her house for her celebration...everything went fine... I suppose u mus be very happy n satisfied with ur own planning for this party... hope u enjoy urself to e fullest n really have fun with us especially when we r at k... touch by wat we have given u.... pls dun lost this IPOD again.....

Sucks had a bad headache at Joanne house...luckily had medicine n im fine... played twister...wat a great twist... blue black on my knee... realise only e next day...when playing i do not feel anything.. i jus enjoy the fun.... i wan more twist n challenge..... but when will be the day i get to twist again????? :)

Went k at Yishun Safra party world... is a memorable place... this is where BF 13 celebrated my 21st bday after my party at AMK.... all of us sung our lungs out for e bday gal (Qing Ge Wang)... like our "live" performance... is better than e recording we did... btw.. im still not gd at my nen bu nen...sad sad... im famous for this.... :( ... will post some of e pics when I got it....

Next celecbration coming up... gel treasure hunt...pray hate I will not have anything on dat day....pray pray pray.....

2008-09-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

life is so complicated...will it suceed really make me wonder.... hope everything will turn out to be gd....shall pray hard....

2008-07-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

Back from bangkok.... its really a nice place for holiday... 3 days is not enough for mi... lots of shopping..... got the things i wan... its really amazing... left S'pore with a 6kg luagage but Im back with a 25kg luagage with 1 back pack n i big paper back.... boss called mi e BKK queen... do u wan to travel to BKK again questioned by boss.... of course man... although i do not have enough slp....

1st day (27th June)

Depart S'pore at 7.30am... touch down @ BKK @ 10am... check in everything n we headed down to MBK for lunch, bird nest n durian desert.... n shopping.... hotel was so grand n beautiful... heard that it was a 5 stars hotel...

2nd Day (28th June)

Went for international breakfast buffet with boss..... den to Siam center, platinum mall, chak chu chak.... rush back hotel to prepare ourselves for e seafood dinner @ sompon seafood restaurant... food there were delicious... had sharksfin, crayfish, chilli crab, mussels...more.... next journey to night market (suan lom, bo bay, pat pong market).... that's not enough... went back for a 2 hrs slp b4 going for our mid-night shopping.... after dat we juz shop n shop till e last day of departure...

Last day (29th June)

rush all e way for last min shopping... bought e things i wan b4 checking out.... all of us juz cant leave BKK empty handed... even at BKK airport... we got things to buy... thats really crazy....

In BKK, they have this mode of transport, e too too juz like a trishaw... it enlighten me went I touch BKK... juz wanna try taking it... so suggested someone to acc me... we juz cant control our laughter n laugh all e way on our destination.... e driver juz cant take our laughter n he purposely drove at a faster speed... he muz be thinking that we r a grp of crazy women....

I juz cant believe this trip is a company trip... is juz like a trip with my family members... really spend a wonderful n worthwhile holiday with all my bosses....

I MISS BKK !!!! WHEN WILL BE MY NEXT TRIP.......

10/07 Mr Kennypang, my boss 21st b'day... HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU!!!! Celebrated his b'day in advance on 05/07 @ his place... usual games.. but he was so tricky though he seems to be high... his frenz were trick by him... but still not forgeting his secretary... thought that I could escape from drinking but its a failure.... hope u have a wonderful 21st bday...

BosS n Me

2008-06-25T17:44:00.000-07:00

Time is really precious…Will be nice if I could spend time just like in e past….Really have to treasure every min… e clock is ticking n my heart beats faster n faster… Need lots of time to get things settle down… Just do not have e time…. Will be leaving Singapore this Fri to Bangkok… last few months I was very anxious to leave Singapore… Nice to hear from my boss that they are sponsoring us for e trip including other privileges…. but when e time gets nearer n nearer just don’t feel like leaving… something just bother me… but I tell myself just leave everything aside n enjoy…. Hope to have a wonderful trip n grab lots of stuff back… Ta ta everyone

2008-05-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

I Wish, I Wish, My dreams come true.....

Celebrated my bday last sat (10/05) @ my boss place...so nice of her... really cherish wat she had done for mi in this yr.... felt so touch.... she went all e way to my place to fetch mi ... gave such a big present n surprise... didn't expect to have such a wonderful n memorable 21st bday... Like all my presents...
After celebration went k with BJ, QK + 1, Jojo n Lia... have a wonderful time singing... really enjoy....

Collegues (Boss is in White)

BF 13

Jessica & Iris

MY PRESENTS

MY COLLEGUE MAKE THIS JELLY FOR MI....

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE...
LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME....

2008-04-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

Is it gd news or bad news? Happy or not?Should I go? Which trip should I decide?
Bangkok or Star Criuse? Have always in mind to go for holiday but to Hong Kong, Australia etc...but now com is giving us a free trip so which should I decide for on? Star Cruise nth special at all... is more of gambling n eating...Bangkok of course I will get to shop...haha... Well anyway I have to decide one 1 in 3 days time...

Well in less than a mth I will be 21...gosh... but I'm happy to have my boss to help me so much with all e preparation, has been planning all stuff...she is feeling more excited than me??? thanks so much to her n her goddaughter... Have distributed e invitation card to them... they kept teasing me...they thought I'm getting married... n as usual those "ppl" ...ask question dat shows jealousy.... haiz...wat is there to be jealous.... ppl came asking me wat I like to have for my presne t... i say not sure...haha... juz surprise mi ba.... ok...shall put those stupid stuff aside n juz be happy with e whole celebration dat day...

Hope to see all e ppl I ivited to be there.....

2008-03-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

I’m back....

Life is so stressful & meaningless….
Chill out session with frenz & sisters as before lessen…really miss those days… (slacking + fun + chilling till late night)… all I do nowadays (work till late night + stress + meetings+ studying soon) n that’s mi….all this makes lots of difference in my life….haiz…. really have no choice but to take my papers in Oct hopefully everything goes smoothly… would I pass really depends on whether I can concentrate in it… so puzzled?????

Time really flies, 19 more days n it will be a yr of commitment in this company… all this days r really tough… going through sorrow, happiness (with certain ppl), stress… having involved in management meetings is really tiring …sitting together involved in business management for e entire day n there goes all my time to concentrate on my other paper work….sometimes I wonder y am I involve in such things when I’m not part of the management… n those back-stabbers r always thinking that boss is bias towards them… having in mind that I’m always involve in lots of stuff with e management n they r not involve at all… they r just sitting in front of e com processing policies all days…. Sometimes dun really know how to explain to all this ppl when they prompt questions????

One example:
Colleague: Weiling, since boss is so good to you, can u request her to have a temp staff to
help out in our filing

Me: Y should I be e 1 going in??? I’m just a CSR like u guys. U think I’m always so
special. We r all being treated equally pls….

Colleague: No, pls. She’s your god mother leh. She’s treating you better than us lor.

Me: Well, no im not going to do that. I will not bother what u guys r
thinking. (Just end e conversation but they will just cont’d grumbling)

However, to tell e truth, I personally felt that boss is treating me much better than e others be it in terms of work or personal stuff. Frankly speaking, colleagues who r close to me, mention that boss is really damn bias, it can be seen clearly in e way we communicate n e time spent. Previously, when I was not here she treats one of e back-stabber damn well, but now it’s totally different. (I will just keep this in mind n pretend that nothing has happened before).

2008-02-17T19:34:00.001-08:00

Finally, I recovered….. within 3 days new year will be over….went for so many lo-hei seesion this year… one on mon with my colleagues, another with all e staff cum lucky draw…another one coming this wed….won a bottle of liquor… CEO said that I don’t seem to be happy in wining the liquor…lol… I didn’t smile at all….she say that I should feel lucky…. out of so many staff I didn’t get to win those cheap stuff…haha….. wat can I dowith e liquor????

2008-02-17T19:32:00.000-08:00

Freak still sick, went to e doctor again, apply for another 2 days mc…I was damn sick this time round…really cant take it anymore… sad to say I lost 5 kg…arghhhhhhh ….boss ask to rest at home….really have a long break …staying at home for a wk…back to wk but was still not feeling well…thx for all e care n concern when im back… did not have a gd cny…cant enjoy myself….still in e mist of recovering…when will I recover?????

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!

2008-01-24T19:20:00.000-08:00

Felt extremely unwell…went to e doctor finally although I dislike going to e clinic but really have no choice cant take it any more…given 2 days mc …have a gd rest at home…having such a nice boss who requested me not to go to wk n cancel my course… im juz feeling unwell n lots of ppl start msging n calling mi when they receive my boss email… till den boss ask mi to switch off my phone n go n have a gd rest…. Have not seen such a gd boss n supervisor who requested their staff not to go to wk….2nd day mc but still feeling slightly unwell…. better get well soon if not I will not be able to return back to wk… will only return to wk on next tue… wow such a long rest juz like going for a holiday….haha…. Thx to u ppl who care for mi… appreciate it….

Conversation with boss:

Boss: Saw doctor yet?
Mi : Ya, juz came back from e clinic. Doctor gave mi 2 days mc ask to rest well if not I
will not recover.
Boss: So high fever? U better rest n drink lots of water. If still not well do not attend e
SCI talk tml nite.
Mi : Ya, ok will inform u….
Boss: Ok go n sleep n switch off ur phone.

2008-01-05T19:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2008 TO ALL !!!!

Looking forward to a brand new and wonderful 2008

2007 has not been a wonderful year …Lots of things happened n hope history does not repeat itself ….

2008 RESOLUTION
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- Succeed in my career & everything I do
- Complete the ACII within time period given
- All dreams & wishes to come true
- Wonderful & memorable 21st birthday
- 2008 is filled with full happiness

2007-11-03T20:35:00.000-07:00

Wow, more than happy to have my new hp: Nokia 6120 Classic (new model)…..
but was sad that I don’t know how to use e phone, it’s so complicated (lots of functions) shall figure it out slowly…..I shall wave goodbye to my old Samsung X-680……

Haiz, can’t believe that I’m so busy with my wk nowadays, have to help out with my boss even on Sat to complete her stuff… ended around 5 yesterday… practice my dance steps (preparing for a competition on 7th Dec) dere goes my wkends but quite satisfied with everything n all e outcome…. boss was so nice that she brought me to coffee club to have lunch…. requested me not to order any sandwiches, she is sick n tired of seeing me having sandwiches most of the time… instead she ordered a lobster linguine and a muddy mud pie (e chocolate is rich) for me….. so sad that e mud pie is not free on that day..... omg juz can’t believe that both e servings r so huge…. but no choice was force to finish all before leaving… we juz chat, share our laughter n joy… n in between our conversation she said that she will treat me as her god-daughter…. was so shock… now I knew y she was so gd to me since e day I start working… buying me expensive clothing, bringing me out for lunch, wanting me to take my exams… at least all my hard r appreciated…. i can't find e pic for my lobster linguine...

2007-10-20T19:48:00.000-07:00

SO CONFUSED N WHAT SHOULD I DO??????

DOESN'T HAVE E MOOD AT ALL ......

WHAT'S E BEST SOLUTION TO OVERCOME THIS ?????

HAIZ ....... Y DO I HAVE FRENZ/PPL TREATING MI IN THIS WAY ?????

JUZ HAVE TO KEEP THOSE STUFF IN MY HEART ......

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED ...... SO SAD ......

HOPE THAT IT WILL NOT BECOME WORST .......

2007-09-29T23:14:00.000-07:00

Sign up for yoga & body balance class sponsor by my company…. IT’S TOTALLY FREE! Had attended twice e class n not bad its fun but quite tiring…. but nvm I can burn off my calories n slim myself down…. One has to be very flexible… n lessons will get tougher and tougher for e upcoming wk….. omg realize that after 3 yrs of rest from my dance group I’m less flexible now.... well shall train myself up from now on…. Haha… after burning my calories I went to have some donuts…. wasted those exercise … but it looks so nice n delicious… I can’t take it anymore….

2007-09-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

NATAS travel fair at S’pore Expo during this wk ends starting this Fri…
Anyone who is free please come down to my booth n give mi ur support… Sales are not easy….have to face all different customers…..Is really tiring… especially when we kept explaining to customers but in the end, they are not interested in the product… sad…but after all we still have to try our very best to get as much sales as possible…. Shall fight the battle….. omg I have to wk for all 3 days… last battle tml….

2007-08-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

I have enough of those nonsense...... how many times must i tell u i will not reply to ur msg anymore....forget abt everything .....n u doesnt need to be so evil n send those stupid msgs.... n curse mi to death..... i hate those msgs..... i finally make my decision to talk it out with my family....they r so angry with e whole incident..... i cant help it anymore........ hope those curse will not happen to mi..... SUCKs!!!!!!!

2007-07-27T16:39:00.000-07:00

So sorry that I have to scold e word “FUCK”….
I’m really pissed off with all e things happening…happened continuously for 3 days…SUCKS…. That’s enough…doesn’t wanna be in that mood on Mon again….If u r unhappy…. feel jealous with mi…juz come right in front of my face n expressed it…dun do things behind my back…pls dun back step mi….doesn’t wanna create any trouble in e office….I’m controlling my anger…. If u dun believe u will see mi shouting at u 1 day…. Juz because of 1 stupid mouse pad design…u can create such a serious problem… do whatever u wan…whatever I have done in contributing is well appreciated by e supervisors…. too bad that u r not that lovable n well treat by most e colleagues… if u r jealous with this too bad…cant help it….if u wanna impressed e managers go ahead….i will not get jealous by this….childish…. stop saying that I’m e youngest in e office…youngest so what…there to be bullied by u????? U will not have that chance…. N stop being so proud of urself having a boyfriend…. He might not be e best n most handsome in e whole wide world…. Stop telling ppl that “she (mi) doesn’t have a boyfriend…. Irritating freak…. u r juz as fat as a pig…. I think that guy must be blind…. if u can… try ur best to impressed everyone in e office…. do whatever nonsense u wan… I doesn’t wanna get in involve in those stupid n childish things….

2007-07-22T00:24:00.000-07:00

Went for Cinderella Challenge at Chevron
And will stand a chance to try out e pair of Cinderella Shoes at their booth…..
Once u fits in e shoes u will walk away with e shoes with a 2nd challenge….
Surprised that it fits mi….

BUT

2nd challenge: To select out of 3 envelops (either u walk away with e shoes / receive cash vouchers up to $50) ….surprised that I walk away with e Cinderella shoes ($139.90)…my supervisor went for e challenge too, she won e $50 voucher…n she get to buy a pair for only $33 after discount n vouchers….

3rd challenge: Grand lucky draw (if u r e winner u can get any 1 item of ur choice at their shop regardless of e amount) hope that I’m e winner…haha…

2007-07-14T20:10:00.000-07:00

Fri Black Fri e 13…e usual few met up….
(S.H.E, B.J.P, Kenny, Jack n Yixiang)
Went Pitstop cafe, quite a fun place…lots of games for us to select…
All of us enjoy ourselves…especially when we r playing a game where we have to snatch e dog bone….all of us r juz like a bunch of ppl frm China exchanging cards….
Stayed dere till around 11+ n all of us went to eski to chill….
Most of us r so quiet at eski…only SHE, Yixiang n Jack r chatting among themselves, e rest of us r juz staring n dreaming away…so bored… till den when Joanne gave Kenny his hp…finally I saw e smile on his face….hope he like e presents…

Back to wk…finally I’m confirmed…went for e confirmation meeting… quite a successful n meaning one… was encourage to further my studies (DGI n ACII)…given e opportunity to upgrade myself to be an underwriter… should I /shouldn’t I???? Knew dat is a gd opportunity…..lots of encouragement from both my cliques n colleagues….given more tasks n an extra mile to fulfill wat e managers requested…list of goals r given….

SHALL TRY MY BEST TO FULFILL IT

ALL E BEST TO MYSELF!!!!

2007-07-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

I hate ppl who r SARCASTIC

I hate ppl who r RUDE

I hate ppl who r SELFISH

I hate ppl who r IRRITATING

Pls get off my sight n leave mi alone…..

Arghhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!! I have enough of everything

HELP ME!!!!!

What had happened…..has happened…..I will not pick up ur call or reply u anyway….

STOP UR NONSENSE

6th of Jul a memorable day was on leave….. Finally I have graduated n will not step into NYP once again… is it gd or bad….I wonder????? Gd as I do not have to deal with studies….Bad as I will miss all those days when all of us r together….meeting up everyday in campus….joking around n have fun….unlike now all of us are disperse…. Every one of us r doing different things…. N is hard to meet up either….hiaz how sad it was……

Get to take a couple of pictures with BF 13….. sad that BF 13 pics doesn’t seems to be a full pic at all times…everytime there will be either 1 to 2 ppl missing…. BF 13 is always incomplete….. Joanne ur dreams r still not fulfill yet…. Juz like e graduation BF 13 pic… my boss is not dere…. I think that is e only time all 13 of us will get together but sad to say my boss doesn’t turn up…..

CONGRATULATIONS TO EVERYONE!!!!!

2007-06-16T04:47:00.000-07:00

1 more mth n that’s e end of my probation…time passed real fast…lots of events coming up…attending course n training this few days relating to underwriter’s position…was tough…..trying to survive….wondering how those underwriters survive with their job…dun get e reason y I’m appointed to be trained as an underwriter…WONDER?????? Given e authority by manager to manage underwriting stuff…y am I doing those stuff when I’m just a CSR?????? Shall put work aside….

Btw next wk is my cousin’s wedding dinner… thus went to have a hair makeover (highlighted my favorite color n had some treatment)…finally went to change my hair style (Jap hairstyle)… happy with e overall outcome…hair was so stubborn that it took mi around 5 hrs to get it highlighted n everything done…even tried e temp curl n it looks nice…. I might get it curl soon….I have fulfill e wish of highlighting mi hair =)…..so sad that I miss e LIVE superstar (Daren) at EAST POINT MALL, supposedly I should be there entertaining myself but in e end ended up at e salon sad….no fate to see him LIVE on stage…

2007-05-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday to me !!!

Memorable!!!
BF 13 celebrated for me... (Sisters, Kenny, Jack, lia, vOn, JoJo n Pei Shan)

although not all e members turn up but I’m still happy with it…not much disappointment….ppl whom I expected to turn up r dere…especially my sisters n boss...they r e ones whom I’m really close with...
All of us went Thai Express at Marina for dinner…thereafter they took mi outside Marina Square….seated at e stairs n celebrated my b’day(surprise)…quite fun…unique…haha… had a slice of choco banana cake…played games till abt 10+ n we went to DXO to have fun…whoo…great ..like it…chilling, games, club….till 2+ n back to J house…so sad dat e fun end so early (nv expect)…not enough…I’m not drank at all…next time shall enjoy myself again….1st time dere n is great...but b4 they leave J gave mi my present n I was so happy to see dat it was a fossil watch…soooooooo happy dat I gave them a hug…
BF 13: Fossil watch
Parents: Solvil watch

Aunt: Durian Cake

Really very happy with everything…like all e presents lotz….fulfilled some of my wish….I will like to thx everyone who wishes me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY n e gifts dat u guys had given mi…especially to BF 13 (Mad, Joanne, Kenny, Jack, Qiang, vOn, Lia, Angel, JoJo, Boon) for e fossil watch….n Yixiang who call mi dat nite frm Australia to wish mi a happy b’day n asked wat I want n he shall bring it back…. Next day BJP outing...went town to get my watch changed n took neo prints, pics r nice....so tiring...walk around till late nite with my heels n its damn tiring...

THANK YOU!!!!

LUV U GUYS!!!!

HUGZ!!!!

2007-04-28T19:52:00.000-07:00

Life is just that stressful when it comes to work…..a glimpse n I had worked for ½ a mth, that’s really fast…..its really very different frm e day when I 1st went it…everything seems to change…get more urgent stuff to be completed….have no time for lunch n started working OT…that’s bad….I hate mth end….have to juggle my time well….but no choice that’s life….

Thurs, company 50th Anniversary Dinner at Conrad Centennial Singapore….have a great time dere….get to meet up with my IPP directors n other agents....food were of high standard with great service…luv it….lots of dinner coming up….looking forward to it…

2007-04-14T18:23:00.000-07:00

Ever since I last blog a mth ago...finally get myself a job but juz only 3 days of wk dat had past....dere's a long way to go.....still struggling through with all e system...hope to stable myself down asap..... plssssssss.......glad dat my sisters r wking near by my area...haha...but still unable to mit up for lunch for a start....have my orientation for e 1st 2 days....its seems to be sucks for e 2nd day.... early in e morning with e 1st manager (evil lady) hate her to e core....she's sucks....btw with all nonsense i still have to wk.....

Oh my god.....in less than 1 mth time n its my b'day....haiz im old by a yr again..... juz like a breeze dat had juz past by....start to count down....recalled: 19th b'day at e bbq pit when it rains....celebating with frenz & BF 13....n now im going 20 oh goodness.....hope dat all my wishes for this yr might come true.....

Wish list:

White - Rip curl / Puma / Fossil watch

LV wallet & bag

Renoma / Guess wallet

Papillo

New Hp

Sweet & nice ice cream cake

Durian ice cream cake

Gd health in my family

Wonderful b'day with all my frenz , sisters , cliques

Driving License

Ppl u should know wat to do !!!! OK...Hahahhhhhha.....after reading this entry juz simply take down all my wishes .....LoL.....=P

2007-03-16T20:33:00.000-07:00

Time juz fly passed...2 wks of holiday is gone...
I miss my sisters n my closed frenz around mi....
went for interview with NYP on Tues n is damn bad...
stupid deputy director is playing around with his words during e interview...
stupid ques r being ask... his testing my patient....
i juz try my best to ans everything...
1 of e stupid ques: Wat will u do if 1 of ur student who look gigantic n his fierce walks towards u n he bits u up...wat r u going to do???How r u going to solve e problem???
i wanna have fun juz like usual.....i jus wan my life spend as per normal...i juz spend my time watching vcds at home at times...really dunno wat to do...haiz....looking for jobs....i need $$$$ now....dad got no more work again...sheks...n now mum still in such situation...i think muz look for some part time job 1st...sometimes juz stare at e wall n my mind is blank...results will be out on mon...wondering will i score well anot....haiz....juz leave dat aside ba n shall see...

2007-03-03T03:56:00.000-08:00

Finally....
Everything is over....
No more exams....no more books...
I'm free frm projects n studies at e moment....
Last day of exam ytd...straight after exam we headed down to sentosa...dun really have much fun...is e last day dat bf 13 will gather together...nv take any memorable pics....no memorable stuff at all.....ask myself when will be e next outing with them....????a very sad thing to talk abt ...thinking back ytd n I found lots of memorable moments with them....really like to thx those who r always there to care for mi when im down, support n care :)...exam results r out in around 8 days time...not really confident....not really prepared...hope things will be fine....waiting for my interview with NYP....dun think I will be able to join them...not confident with my interview haiz....

WILL MISS GUYS LOTZ....

KEEP IN CONTACT !!!!

2007-02-02T02:32:00.000-08:00

Life is complicated & confusing....
Really dunno wat I can do sometimes....
nowadays not staying at home due to some personal stuff...
i miss my house & everything at home....
feel so sick this feel days...
not enough slp...double eyelid becomes deeper....
cry....cry....cry....

Haiz...2 more wks of sch & dats e end...
everyday...projects & projects....
left with IB & dats e end....
will miss all my frenz...e fun & joy with them...
its juz like a breeze & is e end of my 3 yrs in NYP....
recalling 1st day of sch...feel o weird...
so many ppl at e auditorium waiting for registration....
e 1st person i make frenz with is vOn....
have 3 days of orientation...enjoy lots of fun...
miss those days.....n dats yr 1 in brief....

yr 2...not much happening...had my tep...
enjoy myself too....make lots of new frenz....
have been slacking in e last 2 stopover....FSRC & BPOS....
for BPOS always went home early with my frenz....
sometimes pretend to go for mystery shopping but in e end we went home....

yr 3 have my IPP attachment...meet all sorts of ppl...
adapt to e working enviroment....learn lots rm my supervisor.....
n now graduating soon...really bu si de....but have no choice....is e end of my education in poly....

but i think without these 3 yrs in poly...
I would not:
make so many frenz
form BJP: myself, joanne, Mad
form the corrs: BJP & kenny
form Black Friday 13

i felt very satisfied with everything....enjoyed....

2007-01-22T17:43:00.000-08:00

I'm scared....

I'm worry....

I'm useless....

I'm heartbroken....

I'm puzzled...

Wat can I do now??????

Being e only child is bad at this moment in time....

No one to share e burden & sorrow with mi....

Apologise to Joanne, Madeline, Kenny, Qiang & Jack...

I'm a free-rider.......

2007-01-16T17:47:00.000-08:00

Went vOn chalet on fri nite...kenny fetch mi there & back home...thx....back frm chalet on sat nite....quite tiring although I get to slp this time round...played games (police & thief, frog game...) as usual...BJP, kenny & lia played e poker game till we r so high...while some of them played mahjong....joanne again e loser...sat in e toilet...poor her...thx kenny for helping mi dat day...haha...next day went to have curry fish head for lunch den went cycling....1st jack ride mi to e plyground den qiang ride mi back to e chalet...shiok...enjoy myself with gel at e playground....mon back to sch with stress....ytd went to get my new printer...happy....get wat i wan for such a long time & i will be giving e old pinter to gel...she's so happy...haha...gel hope u dun mind its old k....
bad day for mi today...i ruin e whole pfp presentation process....its juz a simple task & i cant get it done....feel so sorry for miss chee...juz dun understand y ppl juz dun cooperate with one another....anyway im sucks....i feel frustrated & tears juz roll down my cheeks....thx kenny, gel & yameh for calming mi down...so sorry guys....went to look for her after e presentation....ok everything is over but im still at fault anyway...SORRY!!!!

2007-01-11T12:55:00.000-08:00

Y on earth is dere ppl who r so selfish...pls think through wat u have done....ppl r there being so serious & wking hard for everything & u r there staring at e blank...juz pretending...at least u lend us ur ears while we r talking ....in turn u r asking us to complete e thing for u...sucks...i hate this type of ppl...i have enough of everything I know wat im doing...& u will be dead soon....im not being evil u wat I have done but it juz out of my control...well, im graduating in less 2 mths time so i dun bother how u feel abt mi....is really a sad thing to think abt it.... i will lost lots of close frenz who r around mi everyday....miss those days when we have those fun together (chalet, outings etc)...hope dat our freindship will remain e same despite we r split in e end....e person i mention earlier is not anyone in bf13....being sp stress up this few days with all projects & icas....im havig headache almost everyday.....sad...im getting sick soon...going to vOn's chalet later....hope to have fun there...dats all...

2006-12-29T21:58:00.000-08:00

No more criticism, shouts, fights, quarrels....nth to bother & is juz freedom for me...although dere's lotz of things dat seems to be happening this few days (dat hurts my heart) but I juz dun bother to think abt it...I had given up everything for e past few mths(shall not mention) life is juz bottled up with happiness & sorrow be it kinship, friendship, relationship...everyone will go through all e obstacles & challenges...its over & everything its over...it will not help once it happen...no pt looking back at it...
1 more day to 2007...shall start a fresh new yr with lotz of new happenings with less sorrow & more of happiness hopefully...living to e fullest with fun & joy with frenz & family members....keeping all memorable stuff in my heart & 4get those stuff dat hurts...& acheive wat I wan in 2007....

Things dat make mi felt satisfied this yr:
A for IPP
IPOD Shuffle
Mini combo
Accessories & clothings
Wonderful b'day party with all my beloved frenz & family members (although with no surprises)
Great day chilling out with my best cliques
Lots of x'mas presents (Bags, vouchers, necklace, handrest cushion, hp pouch etc)
& shall not mention those stuff dat made my days "bad"

but b4 I end I will like to thx my frenz (S.H.E, J.K & more), sisters (B.J), lao ban (kennypang) who r alwayz dere supporting mi when i'm down with problems....=) luv u guys....appreciate it & will rmb it alwayz.....Gd bye 2006....

2006-12-20T20:33:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MI N ALL!!!!

Completed IB 1st presentation....satisfied with everything...all of our hard work pays off...able to juggle with all e ques prompted...Having my 2 wks break but it doesn't seems to be wks for us to rest...1st day of break sandra teo called early in e morning to inform abt e change in IFT grpings...sianz...get to be with online student hope everything will turn out well...my com is really in hospital now...hope things will turn out well...if not i will have to get a new com most probably...shit...anyway went town....mango sales get 1 T n a dress frm Far East...n nth else...joanne bought mi a necklace for x'mas thx alot...sis...went chilling (BJ,KENNY & JACK) have lots of fun...its damn freaking cold n all of us r like shivering all e while due to e continuous rain.....but watever still enjoy n have fun with those pals who spend time with mi....lets get everything done n forget abt it....chill....thx pals...

2006-12-07T20:43:00.000-08:00

X'mas is coming soon but juz dun have e mood for it...have not get my x'mas clothings yet....too many icas n projects coming up dat makes us feel so tired for it...seems to be studying this few days for upcoming icas...all modules seems to be sucks....damn difficult....how will i score for this last lap shall see ba....i think it might not turn out gd....but hopefully it will...15 mins to my consumer bking paper n im relaxing in e lab blogging...haha....damn sucks my com will be in hospital in 1 wks time...sadded....but nvm i got angel to help mi...thx u....will appreciate it.....1 wk later will be my term break...it doesnt seems to be a break... we still have lots of stuff for us to complete n back to sch for icas again....haiz...thought of having lots of fun during e break but i think it will not be like wat i have thought le ba....nvm all of us shall lates work hard for this last lap....all the best to all my frenz for this semester....lets strive for what we want....

2006-11-25T19:59:00.000-08:00

sch started abt 1 wk.....lots of projects n ica are coming up soon....i hate it...have to form grps ...this is a BIG problem...everyone will start choosing grp members n some of e poor souls will be left out...e fairest grpings is to form grps by our tutor....finally all grpings r settle...satisfied with my grps....
btw its our 1 mth liao so fast......but really enjoy myself in this 1 mth.....although we dun get to go out ytd to celebrate.....nvm there r stilll other days dat we can celebrate...bought 2 T-shirt n a surf pants for yt...hope he likes it...really dunno wat to buy....sianz now in sch doing project with hetti n gel....wanna finish this project asap....more r coming up soon n ica is juz like next coming wk....i will start to get stress n crazy soon.....arghhhhhhhh....ytd roam around with biao jie fu car b4 heading down to fetch biao jie n den dinner at chomp chomp...ordered so much food but we still finish everything...yt won e champion for inter sch badminton n silver for himself....so glad....came back with all e pics...showed mi proud of himself....

2006-11-11T16:20:00.000-08:00

Ipp is over finally but sort of bu she de might go back n wk but still considering....supervisor kept persuading mi to go back...anyway shall put this aside 1st....btw this wk lots of work load have been rushing all e way...every min is very impt...
updates....for e past few wks...too busy n nv blog for long time...last fri went billy bombers(mixed grill n choco milk shake) is damn nice...have a delicious dinner at bugis...
sun went kusu island finally....make my wish dere...haha....after dat headed to LCK goat farm(drink got's milk but it taste bad) n watever veg farm to explore....get to drink my favourite aloe vera drink 2 bottles some more...damn shiok....also get to taste cactus drink n freshly made ribena...get to see ribena plant as well...

2nd last day of IPP director treat us swensen(farewell lunch) so nice of her....ate crayfish spagetti n pizza....went for almost 2 hrs lunch.....bought supervisors thx u card, mas supervisor was so touch, she almost cry out....my director is actually cheng li zhen sis...omg cant believe.....ytd last day at wk...got lotz of touching msg frm collegues n ask mi when i will be back...haha..but i think not so soon ba....n my supervisor treat mi lunch again.....went to queue e longest wan tan noodle is really worth eating e share is huge n cheap.....after wk we sisters mit up....went to TCC to chill(rasins ham n cheese sandwich n minty mocha).....

Supervisor n mi

2006-10-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

its updating time...shall start my post frm fri ba...
fri wk till 5pm den went straight to Jumbo Restaurant with yt n family...have dinner till late nite...den went to downtown east to look for my dear sis Joanne her b'day chalet...as usual played games...J was down with puke..poor her...
sat went home...nite time started puking....n puke for 2 days.....
sun went out with yt n biao jie to vivo city omg...so many ppl sianz...didnt manage to see anything....but im so happy on dat day...lotz of memorable things happen n i will alwayz rmb this day de...its very impt to mi....
mon is holiday again went to town with yt den mahjong at his house...den home sweet home...
tue suppose to go kusu island but in e end im in discomfort so cancel everything...but in e end we wanted to go vivo again but traffic jam till siao so change direction went to queensway for makan (a type of special dish but dunno wat is dat call)...haha....den went to toyogo n back home....
wed is wking time again...sianz...long holiday till i dun feel like going to wk....
no more miting session liao...
fri we went marina sq for sakae sushi...so delicious...long time nv eat sushi liao....spend so much on sushi...but is worth it...after dinner went to get my sandals...finally get it liao.... is e same as vOn papillo...but this is frm charles n keith different...

all thx to u yt luv ya lotz....i enjoy myself.....

2006-10-21T13:38:00.000-07:00

juz came back frm joanne's bday chalet....omg J is drunk ytd so poor thing kept vomiting....luckily all of us r there to help her out....usual played bing bang boom, in between....
went there very late coz went out with biao jie n his family for dinner at Jumbo Restuarant at till quite late so no choice so give J a surprise told her dat i not going n she believe...haha....jus now get a ride back to hougang by yixiang....thx alot.... nowadays quite happy with wat i had achieve...hope things will turn out well....pray hard...now at my biao jie house got nth to do n im so tired cos got not enough slp ytd nite.....nvm i can get to rest till wed den back to wk....hope to achieve wat i can......

2006-10-16T13:00:00.000-07:00

Back frm e halet. I’m damn freaking tired. Mit biao jie fu bro n frenz (David, ah gay, Suan Deng, Gary, Charles) at downtown straight after wk on fri since I get to leave e office at around 5pm.so gd of my supervisor. Get along well with his frenz. Spend e whole fri nite n sat morning playing heart attack, manjong, indian poker, donkey forfeit is to drink a cup of chivas omg. Shit mi lost 1 time no choice have to drink. it taste damn sucks coz is almost pure no one can help mi drink sucks. Nvm they gave mi a chance juz have to drink half e cup n e other half biao jie fu have to finish it. Thx god. Omg they r gd at drinking liquor. finish e whole bottle in less than ½ n hr ‘PURE’. Wanted to stay over for 1 more nite but I cant take it so went home. .Anyway shocked to see ah gay’s GF she’s my ex classmate. chatted with her coz nv expect to see each other. Btw enjoyed myself although juz get to know them, they r very friendly ppl.

2006-10-11T23:11:00.000-07:00

great...today is e happiest day ever in e office....no one in e office except for mi, mas n 1 frontline staff...haha...can slack a little...though got lotz of wk on my desk....shall do my own stuff 1st....
updates for sat...a very tiring day but enjoy lotz....woke up late....but managed to reach there on time.....make-up given by professional make-up artist...looks gd....so was asked to take a potrait photo to put in my rm....haha....so post some of e pics when is ready.....reach home only at midnite....whole day at my biao jie's husband house helping her out (her most impt day)....so touching to see them proposing....his bro is a funny guy who like to make fun n joke around with ppl....his bro brought 7 TP guys to e wedding to be their ban nan n im e only ban nian...sadded....but nvm got them to acc mi...told vOn dat there r 'yandao' among e 7 guys...she jealous...haha.....but there r still some who cant make it dat type....so bad of mi....cant wait for fri n wkends...im going to mit them again for chalet.....hope to enjoy.....
ytd is a bad day in e office...am I e one at wrong....everytime im e middle person...sucks man....but supervisor say im not in e wrong mas supervisor is at fault..she cant always assign mi to teach mas all her stuff......supervisor was so angry with her supervisor bang anger n ask mi to ignore mas supersvisor....he scolded vulgar language omg....n if she dare to scold mi....she will be in trouble.....this is wat my supervisor told mi....wat im i suppose to do....im I e person who cause this problem??????coz of mi they have a quarrel....haiz....ask my supervisor to cool himself down...told him dat's ok im leaving soon....but he say im not here for other ppl to bully mi when his not in.....haiz.....think abt tis... im e one who create this trouble...how???????so everyday he will call to check on mi when his not coming into e office....

2006-10-06T10:13:00.000-07:00

finally tml is biao jie wedding....confirm liao have to wake up at 4.30am...sianz...tired...no choice...have to follow her everywhere she go tml (whole day)....im so tired at work today...i almost dose off coz of e pills i took....went to get my clothes ytd...spend n now broke....but satisfied with wat i get for myself.....went out with my supervisor....so shiok...went around in his car....i go out 'tou fong'....shiok...can rest for a while....AXA is juz beside our company but this supervisor have to ride mi in his car n go 1 big round...haiz...waste petrol....den till happy den send him to office....haha...always did not have e chance to send mi home so go shopping instead...wanted to bring mi to FAR EAST SQUARE but got no time liao....lucky....but he say next time will bring mi to a restaurant for meals....kept asking mi wats my dream job...u think i will tell him e truth...no way...haha....IPP is going to end so....happy....but supervisor is not happy...haha...i dun give it a damn...got mi...his wk load is lesser......

2006-10-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

Haha...great i can blog at my wk place since both our supervisor r not in...i break e rules...but dun give it a damn....gd news frm supervisor dat i dun have to go wk from 21st oct to 23 oct...return only on wed...shiok man...enjoy....n im paid...haha....got nth to do now so bored....biao jie bought mi a pair of shoes n gel say was nice....she always hate to see mi coz she will see e shoe dat she like( wat i wearing)...e pair dat i wanna buy when i went out with joanne dat MONDO gold shoe...happy....going home soon liao...fri going to my aunt house stay overnite...sat have to wake up early in e norning to prepare for her wedding...omg....5+...haiz will be busy for e whole day...guess...hope to enjoy myself....y r there so many wedding dinner this mth...but can get to eat lotz of gd food...today went lunch with jx, cy n douglas...cant stand them kept making fun of mi...but at least there is someone to acc mi for lunch...haha....so dun mind....

2006-09-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

Wk nearly for 1 mth but I still find e job sucks...wed…got scolded by Mastura supervisor for nth….coz my own supervisor was not in…she use this opportunity to scold mi…bitch her…ask mi wat’s e purpose of having IPP…told her dat we r there to learn but she say she doesn’t like 10 yrs series ans…wth….she wans e exact word she is lking for…’initiative’….she say dat she finds all young generation go IPP for e pay n not to wk for them….i got nth to say but juz to keep quite when she was scolding …so angry but juz gave her a stupid grin…when my supervisor was here e next day…got a feedback session with him…told him everything…..he was so angry with her….he say his boiling….i’m boiling too….he ask mi not to worry so much….btw I’m not under her in e 1st place y should I help her do her stuff…she always like to give mi wk when my supervisor is not in….told my supervisor abt it... he say I can reject wat she ask mi to do but I told him dat if I dun do for her she is going to cut my pay n results will be affected…I think she can go n die ba….i was told to get $5 frm her whenever I do evey single thing for her….lol….funny supervisor…im very busy everyday lots of stuff to do n she say dat we r playing in e office when both of them went for seminar on mon & tue…since when I got e time to play lor n wat can I play in e office....she’s sucks to e core….nth gd I can say abt her….
Enough abt work….busy this few wks ….biao jie wedding n lots of chalet coming soon….have to help her prepare 300 wedding gifts….only completed 100…haha…is only few more wks….have not get my clothes …will be her ban nian dat day….they r so tradition…omg…was laughing at them ytd …bought so many weird stuff….

GD LUCK TO ALL FRENZ TAKING SUPP…U GUYS CAN DO IT…CHEERS….

2006-09-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

Its damn freaking cold at my office...I hate e air-con....I wore 3 piece of clothes n im stilll feeling cold....shivering....help mi....i cant stand it anymore....my place is juz right below e air con...even my paper on e table is blown away...this shows how strong e air con....supervisor was so mad dat he opened a umbrella when he sits at my place....crazy.....I have a pair of icy hands.....i couldn't write at all...so numb....everyday waiting to go for lunch so dat i can get e warmth but for juz an hr n i will be back to e iceberg again.....vOn knew it....haha...she juz cant believe dat my hands r so cold....2nd wk of IPP had ended...as usual things doesn't seems to work...but i dont give it a damn anymore...although i get to have a laptop at my desk n my supervisor went to buy a mouse for mi coz i told him i dislike e mouse on e laptop itself....buy breakfast for mi n still wanna bring mi to restaurant for lunch....he thinks dat im a 3 yr old kid....juz buy mi something n i will be satisfied....no way....heard dat results will be out next wed....so worried....will i score well???????? shall see next wk.......

2006-09-02T10:23:00.000-07:00

1st day at work n i saw lotz of weird ppl around dat area...ppl asking mi whether im still single...2nd day aguy came to mi when im at e train station....he ask mi to spare him a few mins to allow him to intro himself to mi...i was scared at dat time so i rejected him...n he say dat he will feel sad if i dun give him e opportunity....so i tell him dat i rushing for work instead...haha....after 1 wk at work...it seems to be sucks n so busy...lunch break is juz an hr....miss all my frenz.... miss u guys....unable to mit them during lunch....lonely....ppl dere r morons n bitches...i hate them....pls get out of my life...i'm not here for u ppl to bully...i juz shut my mouth up n im not juz quiet as how u ppl think....i know dat i'm just only an attachment student...but pls help one another out....if u r not willing to help juz tell mi dun pretend n say dat u r busy....ppl r snatching to use e computer....when im doing my quotation half way through they will juz ask u to log off n they need to use com....for dat I have to redo e quotation all over again...wtf...i hate u ppl...u ppl juz kindly think of others....i will not like to work for this company even if u wanna employ mi after I graduate...i hate insurance company...I thought dat i'm out of insurance stuff...but more insurance stuff is getting into my brain....i need to rest..... i'm so pissed off with everyone....i feel like crying out....not only e staff dere r sucks...their pay, com n printer r also juz as sucks as them.....arghhhhhhhhhh.....i wanna get over with IPP....quick....but i hope all my frenz r enjoying themselves at their workplace....not like mi with all e old aunties n uncles....selfish ppl....they think dat they r so pretty n handsome....pls all of u r juz like a piece of shit....apologise to all readers for being so harsh with my words....i juz couldn't control my anger but juz to write it out here....i'm burning....cont when i cool my self down.....

2006-08-26T07:04:00.000-07:00

Exams over...hope dat i'm able to pass all papers....2 more days n IPP starts...sadded posted to Cornerstone Planners...lonely...no frenz....no one to acc mi....hope i will enjoy myself there....nvm vOn is next dr...i can look for her....have to wear formal all days...unable to get any dat is fitting...shit...how i have to get it by mon...wth....last paper on thurs went straight for chalet after dat...celebrated Jack's b'day at coasta sands chalet have lotz of fun...2 days 1 night chalet....played true or dare, bing bang boom(always e loser) till 6am haiz.....kenny was so funny he kept saying dat he want to sleep on mkt rate n other stuff related to investment when his slping...i think he likes tis module too much till he dreamt of it ...lol...since when my name is mkt rate...haha..... u r drunk....went to check my way to e com today its so near to e train station whoo..can wake up late liao....I will miss all my frenz during IPP...sadded.... mum bought mi a new phone X680....like it lotz...i can capture lots of pic liao haha...gave mi a surprised on wed...say dat since i study hard for my exams den buy it for mi....actually im suppose to pay for it myself...thx mum....

2006-08-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

Exams r making mi stress up....have not finish studying n things starts to happen...some of my frenz had completed their exams...great for them...
Sad to hear frm my aunt dat her husband great grandmother had passed away n i have to go down to her house to help her out....i sort of not so close to her but anyway still sad...btw she's strong, she is already 96 yrs old....oh my gdness....last yr was my grandpa who passed away n it was also during my exams...haiz...im so unlucky...dats part n parcel of life....hope such things will not happen again...i have enough of saddness....i tell myself i need to be strong n cont to study hard although there is things going on....
IPP results is still not out yet...im so pissed off with nyp...break their promise....anxious to know where im posted to....hope i will be with some of my frenz...as in close to one another but in e same company is better than nothing....im going to enjot myself after exams....juz dat 3 days n I have to start work liao...for those who have finish ur exams enjoy urself ba if not u will not have e time liao...haha....

GD LUCK TO MYSELF FOR MY EXAMS THIS TIME ROUND...WITH NOT ENOUGH REVISION!!!!

2006-08-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

ED Day is over finally...gd job today...gd comments frm judges....they will consider investing in our idea...able to overcome all questions...great... glad with e overall performance although having problems here n there on e whole project... e most tedious n tiring project I have....all thx to my team members...all e hard work ...finally is time to start on my revision...get over with my exams n can start playing again....I have no more brain cells to think...all have been used up...sianz but all projects r over anyway...last crm ica did quite well...excelent comments frm Ms Ho...happy with it too....shall work hard for e other...

GD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR UR EXAMS.....

2006-08-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

Ever since i last blog...can't rmb when issit...haha..busy n stress with all my projects...finally all of it r over by this wk...done with my CRM...left with entre....have to prepare for ED day...didnt do dat well for e last ICA...lots of comments too bad our grp did well for e 2nd one but not this time round...disappointment...sad..a report dat is rush out during e nite with no slp...nvm dat is only e 1st issue...2nd issue our finalised report cant be opened when we went for printing...kenny n mi r pissed off....we r juz like zombies doing our project....left with an hr to redo everything...sianzation....in e end we went home at only 5+....report is not of substance again...this is not e 1st time we faced this type of problem...sch com r sucks...

Attention to everybody save ur work savely n email it to ur email b4 leaving...Haha

Nvm I believe BMM can do it on ED Day...get back almost all e results n it doesnt seem to be well scored...although i passed all...disappointed...exams r juz like in a wks time...have not started revising...sheks...Sandra Teo gave back our report shocked, our grp scored 68 with no substance in e report....short n sweet...I muz work hard for my exams...n play hard after dat...btw IPP results will be out on e 17th...so anxious...where willI be posted to....wondering...is time to start slacking again hope so...n back to classical again will kill mi by den...

2006-07-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

fri went to work...great...slacking in e function rm...no wk given to us frm 9am till 1pm...
job is so simple... is not like wat I thought...I juz have to file up everything...gd manager....not much wk load....like tis job lotz...enjoy myself...if next time there is tis job again I will go for it...lol....tml im going to work again...whoo....

saw a rip curl watch last fri when i went to town like it lotz but got no $...nvm shall save $ for it...haha...ytd insurance presentation....lotz of ques frm Alison Tay....class till 10.30pm...so late...dad waiting for mi....kana scolded by him.......nvm its ok...use to it le...alwayz like to grumble till his happy...reach home so late 1st time frm sch...haiz....

2006-07-18T14:01:00.000-07:00

What's strong with mi this few wks....i'm I too stress with sch wk or wat...
1) I use e soap to wash my hair
2) Put e packet of cotton wool into e fridge n its place on top of my mum's jelly

completed my CRM role play last thurs...gd comments frm Miss ho....hope to score for this module....btw so glad dat I pass my insurance paper in e end...i persuade my tutor for marks n im able to get dat pathetic 5 marks frm her...haha...my power....feel so sick today....i dun wanna get sick again.. exam coming soon muz start to prepare myself for it but i dun think i have e time at all... lots of projects waiting for mi to complete...haiz....

get a job going to work this fri...gd pay n timing...all thx to my biao jie for everything....have to work on sat too.....im so tired....

Happy Birthday to Iris...hope she like her present...she is 1 of my best frenz in tep really treasure e days spent together...time is juz like a breeze...tep ended n now im going for IPP soon...so worry dat i ill be posted to companies far away....pray hard dat im not so unlucky this time round...will miss all my frenz again...will not meet up often....sad....

FP ica later, dun really prepare for it....i shall do it based on e knowledge dat i have now....slept so early ytd nite... was feeling so sick...i feel better now....

2006-07-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

Once you have been tagged, you have to blog about 6 weird facts about yourself, saying who tagged you, and choose 6 people to tag and list their names.

6 Weird Facts
1. I nv ever skip tutorials n lectures.
2. I buy things frm head to toe when I go for holidays.
3. I dun drink e drinks that joanne buy.
4. I hate my toes, they look so tiny.
5. i hate myself for being super useless girl.
6. The things dat I dreamt of will nv come true.

Tagged by: Angel
6 People to Tag
1. Hui Ci
2. Jun xiong
3. Xiang Long
4. Pei Fen
5. Min Zhen
6. S.H.E

get back my insurance ica i scored badly for it...im going to be dead soon...my results really flung although im able to score for all modules except tis sucking insurance...i hate this module juz hope dat i could clear it....
chatted with J last nite...told mi dat they wanted to get mi e flip flop for my b'ady dat i have been trying to get but in e end they cant find it...sad....but nvm i still like e gift dat they give to mi...exams r coming soon e timetable is out...luckily there is study wk for mi....still deciding whether to work anot....haiz....things have not been going rite this few days....

2006-07-08T04:31:00.001-07:00

today's napfa I failed..sucks juz b'coz of my 2.4 I failed e whole thing although e rest of e station I did quite well...it ends at around 7+
after dat rush home to prepare myself coz meeting JQK, gel, lia n BJ to celebrate kenny's b'day at 9.30pm at Hong Kong street restaurant....luckily dad came to sch n pick mi up if not I will be late....hahha...kennypang see b'coz of u I have to rush my time like hell...so muz thx mi k...HAPPY 19th B'day to u...
its so funny when he saw e 4 cockroaches in e box n his present is not inside...lol.....he was damn scared till his face turn pale...but anyway hope he loves the cake n surprise....we played monopoly...fun...earn lots...
now is already 4.28am n im still not slping although i'm tired...I'm not going to slp... going home soon in 3 hrs time...n I shall slp at home ba....

2006-07-06T17:16:00.000-07:00

tml is my napfa...im going to fail...how?????I did not train myself....I got no stamina...
lots of projects on my hand....im getting crazy... I'm on way completing it...i need all e support frm my grp members...
mon CMFI ica have not started studying... I better score for this paper although it seems to be a difficult paper...
my gpa is going to drop for this semester i guess ....now its 3. something...i wonder how much its going to drop ...

WAKE UP LING...DUN SLACK ANYMORE...IS TIME TO START STUDYING!!!

get back CRM ICA..kennypang the 1st highest followed by mi e 2nd highest...cheers...we make it...i scored 40/50...felt so happy...nv expect dat...

did not do well for my investment....only 24.5...sucks....althoughi pass..
how im going to score for insurance...worried...i might flung this paper....its damn difficult....

went to AMK to celebrate Boon's b'day for a short while den back to sch again...

wasted our time rushing back to sch...no CRM lec....wth...

spent 2 hrs in e lab waiting for e next lesson....

i'm broke...y all my frenz b'day falls within this few mths...all come at 1 short...

still waiting for my biao jie to give mi e reply on e job dat she is introducing mi...

her manager takes such a long time to decide on e pay...slowpoke....

by e time e reply is out... I think I cant work liao...

exam timetable will be out on Mon...I think there is no study wk for us...sheks...how???????

2006-06-27T22:33:00.000-07:00

What's happening...it juz pissed mi off...if u have a quarrel juz bang e anger on urself n not on mi....great u ruin my day although having a great day in sch after my entre presentation I make it....i juz need a simple thing frm u dad....coz of all this i miss my show n do my CMFI project instead....dun feel like talking to them... need time to calm down myself....Have not been replying to my mum when she talk to mi....she cant survived w/o any conversation ... shall see how long this will last....

1) "Thx dad n mum for creating such things to happen"
2) I'm sad....feel e pain....cry out after all e quarrels n yells....
3) lock myself in e room n cry my hearts out...
4) no one to talk to
5) Sick n tired of all e project work
I'm useless n sucks
I HATE MYSELF!!!!

2006-06-23T22:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back frm genting...I miss e cool n fresh air....4 days 3 nights have lotz of fun...stayed in genting Resort Hotel...went only to indoor theme park...coz got humji cousin who doesn't wanna to acc mi to outdoor theme park...nvm went b4...there r lots of new rides like flying coaster ( a type of roller coaster dat will turn us 360 degree went it moves) exciting..., 4D motion theatre, snow world whch is -7 degree is damn cold...i did not dare to enter i'm cold blooded...i think i will freeze if i go in...haha...omen 6/6/06 adventure seems to be scary (Believe it or Not) there r ghost walking around e shopping centre to scare us ppl...wanted to take pics with them but they ask to pay...bought lotz of stuff (clothes, cap, sunglass n more) too much to mention le....can say dat i bought things frm head to toes...lol..but nv buy shoes this time no more size....too bad..e food there sucks... everyday fast food...chicken n potato...so sianz...nothing special...feel warm when i reach s'pore not use to it...back to project work again once i reach s'pore...sianz...i feel crazy with all my projects...
took jio wat i have bought she say im crazy...haha..try to look for her yuan yuan but couldn't find....sad...wanted to surprised her but can't...nvm shall look for it again when i go for holiday....
Some of the rides/places:

Flying Coaster

SnowWorldOmen Adventure
Dragon Flying Coaster

View of Outdoor Theme Park

2006-06-16T23:35:00.000-07:00

trip to sentosa for lia's b'day fun...flour sabo...n was thrown into e sea again but luckily only once this time....get really tanned this time i can feel e pain on my body.....ytd went back to sch for entre project...sucks..mine n kenny's hardwork was gone...feel so sorry for kenny when he told mi dat e report was gone in e disk....he was already so pissed off with e others n such a problem still happen....wth....den we still have to redo it again....later going back to sch....im leaving s'pore on sun n will only be back on wed.....hope dat i have fun.....

2006-06-12T21:54:00.000-07:00

final decision holiday to genting frm sun to wed...cant wait to go...hope to enjoy myself but i have not complete my project yet....will be leaving s'pore aroung 5+ in e morning...sucks so early...ytd went kenny house for project till 7pm den mi, kenny n jio headed to serangoon for dinner n back home....chatted lotz of stuff abt ones life..frenz life r so funny....tml going to sentosa for lia's b'day there will be lotz of games suggested by gel hope it will be fun although i dun really get e procedures of e games...haha...slow poke...anyway happy b'day to Angelia =D

2006-06-10T12:21:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog liao..frenz r asking mi to blog...haha...very busy this few wks with my ica n project wk....i got no time to play n enjoy myself...i had used up all my brain cells...i cant think anymore....mon: investment ica quite tough, wed: insurance paper sucks, think will flung this paper, thurs: CRM quite ok... hope to pass all papers but i think is a low percentage ba....sad... :(

term break for 2 wks starting frm now but im fully occupied with stuff n projects...wth...so tired n stress...i hate classical....my schedule for e 1st wk:

Mon: Report writing project: Hope can pia all e way
Tues: Temp free
Wed: Sentosa (Celebrate Angelia's b'day): I dun wanna to be thrown into e sea again if not e next day i have body-ache again...lol...
Thus n Fri: Entreprneurship project
2nd wk schdule is not out yet...but planning to go for holidays either genting, cruise or JB ba....i dun wan any projects for this wk....plssssssssss......but if i cant finish i will have no choice....let mi pray hard.....

ytd went to Marina Square with Iris till late night....bought slippers frm leather ark n clothes frm 4Skin....while shopping i do my survey...n e results r sucks....e salesgirl r sucks: bad attitude, most stores rejected mi, wants to get permission frm e management...only manage to complete a few for so many hrs sucks...i should not have taken another 10 more surveys frm Jack....but I will try my best to complete all...i can do it...

2006-05-26T12:46:00.000-07:00

Qiang's b'day ytd....Happy B'day to him...went to sentosa(palawan beach) to celebrate ...given 10 ques to ans, lose will have to eat e slice of cake with our specially added ingredients(chilli, tomato, tar tar sauce, coffeemate, salt)...yucks so digusting....no matter how he ans he will still be lose...dats our intention...
really enjoy myself...dun really get tanned....shall go during my term break...wanna join?????haha....usual game bing bang boom but im e loser ytd who kanna e most number of times...our forfeit is to get thrown into e sea if lose 3 times....wth lose 9 times...I was thrown 3 times by kenny n qiang....sob lose to joanne who is alwayz e ultimate loser usually lol....1 time was thrown without knowing who carry mi in e 1st place when enjoying e scenery...lol...their action r so fast...no choice im too light le....
leave sentosa so early...not shiok....but reach home only at 7+ lol...i did a stupid thing to waste my time juz dun feel like going home so early....BJP n JQK went harbour front have lunch cun dinner...den went AMK with JK n jio n we walked to YCK den back home...mi n kenny r like zombie so tired...

BP, gel n vOn workpiece

kennY was buried

I'm Buried[Kenny n qiang's creativity]

2006-05-19T14:36:00.000-07:00

Life is complicated, full of happiness n sorrow...different ppl have different personality n pt of views....im a person who like to get things done asap n get it done at my very best not coz im 'gan jiong' or studious like wat my frenz feel abt mi...i juz wan to get over with it....i think dat under such a bad situation im in now i should not let my parents down yet im e only child...they r out there working hard to earn for a living (be it for my education or daily exp etc) i should work at my very best to show them their hard work is not wasted, give them their support...i will not skip or be late for sch no matter wat unless there is something serious dat happen...if not y is there a need to skip my class????Im not talking abt u guys out there but this is wat i think i should do..this is my personality....i know dat im old enough to decide on wat im doing...i seldom hang out with frenz only once in a blue moon...i got my own reason but dun ask mi y?????I feel so sorry for my frenz who get rejected by mi whenever they ask mi out....but will alwayz rmb in my heart on watever things dat u guys had done for mi (be it care n concern, support etc).I feel dat be it friendship, kinship, love etc all of it is juz as impt to mi... i will not like to lose my frenz juz b'coz of 1 small thing dat happen....i will cherish all e friendship, kinship n love juz rmb dat....

2006-05-14T13:25:00.000-07:00

These are some of e presents dat i receive.... I like all of it lots....thx to u guys....

Frm biao ge n biao jie

Frm Black Friday [Belt n Necklace]

Frm BPOS frenz

2006-05-11T15:13:00.000-07:00

11th May
my big day: b'day today happy but filled with disappointment....some of my frenz did not turn up due to some reasons...ppl who turn up include BJ, SHE, JQK, yixiang, jessica, hui ci, jx n xl....all thx to all of them for coming...feel really sorry for them especially jessica, hui ci, jx n xl coz they came after their lesson n reach around 9+ they didnt get to eat much....when they wanted to start eating it starts raining heavily wth... sucks man...dat moment when e rain pour i feel so sad all e fun was ruin....all of us ran with e food n i ran with jx bag n books...omg his bks is wet....some of e BF members stand under e small shelter on e playground, e rest ran to e void deck...all of them r drenched....jx n xl den have to stood n eat...they say they r hungry ghost....feel so sorry for them...we waited for a while n my uncle drive us back to my aunt house for my cake all of us squeezed at e back of the lor....after a while they went home...i actually planned to play till late nite n drink my wine but i didnt fullfill it...haiz....wat a sad day:( receive nice n lovely presents like all of it lots....took pics with them...this r some of it....

BPOS frenz: Jessica, hui ci, jx, xl

J.Q.K n mi

S.H.E n mi

B.J.P

All of us

slept at 3+ something pop out in my mind n tears almost drop down but im strong n i control it....my biao jie was there to console mi.... will not like to mention to her on how i actually feel at dat time juz feel e pain in my heart....I shall post e other pics another day....

2006-05-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

wed no sch but came back to do my entreprenureship project.....sucks man....went all e way to North Point to do manicure....service was bad....they have no skills at all.....I paint my nails shining pink quite nice colour....
anyway can't wait for tml le...its my big day my b'day....hope dat i will be happy....get to see all my frenz again.....whoo....btw this is e PUMA bag frm biao ge n wallet frm mum....luv it lots...my dream stuff..... later going out to get e things for tml oh gosh I got no time at all....sheks....

2006-05-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

5th may iris n pei fen celebrated my b'day in advance after my class.....we went to united square went pizza hut yummy...ordered so much food worried dat we cant finish but in e end we still finish all of it.... PF's godpa drive us there...his so funny kept joking with us in his car....they both bought mi a necklace n a nice b'day card frm precious moments... like it lots....anyway thx 2 both of u....take lots of pics too..shall post e pics when i receive it....

PIZZA HUT

PRESENT frm iris & PF

We 3

omg i got lots of earrings n necklace ....i have enough of all this accessories...i think i can open a shop soon...lol....jessica say she doesnt know wat to buy for mi everything i also have liao...requested mi to give her some suggestion but i also dunno wat i wan actually.....haha....
whoo i got no lesson on fri too....i juz have to go to sch for juz 3 days.....shiok man....form grps for our projects for entrepreneurship..omg im e onli girl in e grp but nvm lucky got kennypang in my grp.....

finally watched I NOT STUPID TOO....nice showwith gd phrases...little touching n lots of laughing part till i stomach pain....

2006-05-04T20:48:00.000-07:00

tiring day...lesson frm 8am till almost 9pm none stop...wth...i will go crazy with e tutor...she purposely talk so slow...feel like killing her....lesson start at 9 today....as usual have to wake up so early y im staying so far away frm sch....arghhhhhhhhh....have to buy lotz of bks...all of it is so ex....especially e financial calculator....its $48.... i got no more $$$$$...cant wait for tml....iris n frenz celebrating my b'day for mi....dunno wat surprise...tata...shalll blog it when i come back....tata

2006-05-03T14:20:00.000-07:00

no class today...shiok....1st day of sch n its sucks....lots of ica coming up soon...all tis makes my day bad....saw lotz of my frenz chatted with them....did not went for my make up lesson for investment dun even know there is make up lesson in e 1st place...haha...dat's wonderful FD...spend $ buying notes...1st lesson n i'm blur dunno wat e lecturer r talking abt...arghhhhhhhh...how??????nvm forget abt it its over....tml make up lesson for GI it start only at 6pm....wth...sianzation....no more time slacking ^_^

2006-04-30T05:10:00.000-07:00

went PWP bought my stuff..2 op skirt omg e smallest size n 3 shirt....mum bought mi my b'day present:puma wallet...receive puma bag frm biao ge b'day present ....so fast...lotz of present le...
make my manicure appointment next wed....its free.....hope it looks nice on mi....

EXPRESS MANICURE CARD[PINC SALON]

2006-04-28T14:08:00.000-07:00

sch starting next tues..dun wan...sianz muz study n crack my brain again...exams n projects will make mi go crazy...aunt bake pineapple tart..taste yummy...something happen with my relative ytd..dunno wat had actually happen....everybody panick n left e house leaving mi n e baby at home cant find e house key...sheks...so worried at dat time...lucky e baby didnt give any trouble...hahahhhhaaa...cheers baby.....luv ya....

2006-04-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

1 more wk n sch will start....feel so sick...tired...kept vomiting none stop....giddy...
almost fainted when i went to interchange dat day with mum to change my shirt....wth...she feel so worry....haiz....mum bake mi some butter n pineapple cookie...taste great man...when i recover le shall try out choco n rasin cookie...
cant wait for my b'day party hope it will not rain dat day...but be it rain or shine my party will still be on...haha.....aunt say she is ordering a cake for mi so glad...e cake cost around 40++ bucks...she say she got not much $ now so only bought mi e cake which is less than 50 bucks...but nvm its ok...i feel touch...glad dat u gave mi 50 bucks as my present le...smilez...

2006-04-17T14:52:00.000-07:00

2 wks holiday b4 going back to classical....i shall miss my tep days lotz...
to sum up tep life is great,slack, fun...get to know lotz of new frenz dat r fun-loving, crappy....get to be with some of them through 3 stopover....now we r being separated...sad.....CRM have to touch e phone almost everyday....sigh...scolding....FSRC e slackest...nothing to do is juz all project work, learnt nothing much....BPOS is e best...some frenz at outsource r supporting, alwayz there for mi...jess say im her younger sis rather than her frenz...lol....get to roam out of sch n have fun with those best pals usual bunch...haha...really miss those days when we r together....gave one another a hug b4 leaving tep....a quote frm one of my cliques...

"Why is there a need to hug when we will still meet up one another de?"

those tep frenz there reading this post...rmb dat I will not forget u all de...miss ya lotz....keep in contact ok...=D
cant wait for my b'day party....so excited...invited all my frenz...1 of my sec sch frenz is coming...my best sis...so long nv see her liao....miss her like hell....hope e party will turn out fine...no disappointment but a surprise for mi....haha....
have a chat with my biao ge...his asking mi wat i want for my b'day....saw my wishlist at my blog...suggested dat he will buy a bag for mi but doesnt know which brand im looking for...he say his giving mi 50 bucks n i shall go n buy myself...so glad...hurray.....thx lotz....will rmb de....

2006-04-13T21:49:00.000-07:00

tep had ended...left all my frenz...sad...
bpos was like almost empty....was given a card by TnD for writing msgs to our teammates n a spoon....receive sweet msgs frm frenz...gave each other a hug b4 leaving...hope dat we will mit up again...like wat jx say we will mit up de dun worry...best wishes to all...learnt all e magic frm jx...dat's his promise for mi...all thx to u...
had invited my frenz to my party...so happy..hope they will turn up....
celebrated SK b'day with company....
cant wait for 5/5 le... haha...

2006-04-11T22:11:00.000-07:00

last 2nd day at bpos...tep passed so fast...
6 mths is juz like a breeze...
farewell party today...haiz...have been slacking seen my 2nd stopover till now...learn nothing much actually...made lots of frenz...clique with them well...hope dat we will still be frenz after all...2 wks break n classical will start..sianz...has been so long since i last touch books...
settle down with dad n mum discuss abt e bbq for my b'day party...going to book e pit tml ba...hope it still available if not this party will be cancel sad....
designed my own invitation card for all my frenz....great...sad to say iris n company cant come so they book mi on 5/5 to celebrate...so nice...i miss all my frenz lotz... hope dat we will meet up...haha...found all my songs...thx jessica...she say im her sister...haha...coz alwayz there to take care of mi...

2006-04-09T13:43:00.000-07:00

whoo..timetable was out today..great thurs lesson end early...wed i doesnt have to go to sch...hurray....
i get to have my b'day party ...gd news for mi...but muz see how many of my frenz can make it on dat day 1st...haha...sad...if not this party will not be a success.... y they have lesson till late nite on thurs...wth....
my latest class ends at 10pm on mon...sianz...i hate dat wat time will i get to reach home man???????
tep will end this thurs..i will miss all my frenz lotz...especially those ppl im alwayz playing around n close with...hope dat all of us will still hang out together....

2006-04-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

damn it...kana scolding early in e morning by this cse...
rude, arrogant....im not late k...do u know how to read e time...
mystery shopping was sucessful...haha...
so unlucky...went to have lunch...a worm of 1cm in the soup was found omg....
blk leave has ended...spending most of e time in sch...wth...
haiz....

2006-04-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

whoo...CSS zhi yang's e winner...
somehow like e part where theresa sang with jun yang n zhi yang with xin huey...
when they are singing... it makes mi think lots....
wat had happen to mi....wake up...going back to sch when i'm on blk leave...wth...
my mum say this yr she is going to give mi a wonderful b'day...hurray
maybe she will book a bbq pit n i can invite all my friends whoo dat's great... my dream...hope it will turn out great...shall see wats e outcome...dere might be other alternatives too...
she even ask mi wat i want for my present...dunno...haha...i shall think of it ba....

dats all for today..tata...

2006-03-31T12:43:00.000-08:00

today is e last day dat i will be at bpos b4 i go for my blk leave n only will be back again on e 8th wk...sianz...it was like a glimpse n e day at bpos is going to end soon...only 4 days left...
ytd took 31/2 hrs flexi...left with jx, jess n constance...n headed down to constance's house...prepare stuff for bbq...but by e time we finish preparing...it started raining...oh gosh our plan was ruin..nvm lets go ahead with plan b which is to cook at home...all of us get in e kitchen n started cooking...omg found out something jx was a gd chef...he knows how to cook...e food is delicious...e rest of us also help to cook like hc, amrath, janet etc....but something happen to mi...i nearly jumped down the blk juz bcoz of e plate...it landed to e 1st level with a big thumping sound juz like someone had commited suicide...i was so scare at dat moment n tears juz roll down itself.....jx saw ppl frm e opposite blk looking out of e window omg...wat a silly deed...but jess acc mi down to take e plate n i saw 3 persons standing at e carpark looking up e blk n we dun dare to take e plate so waited till they left e place den we went to look for e plate...i felt so disgriuse...
ate n play some games den home sweet home...
but jx n jess r so worry abt mi coz house was so far....
they say i graduated frm east spring pri...lol....
reach home so late liao 12+ n report to them for safety....
but enjoy myself lotz n have fun....

2006-03-27T09:49:00.000-08:00

new hair style n color...whoo...
nice...bright enough....
xl say i look like cao ah lian....haha....
day was bad...where r my guts..
god bless...
ask to act as a kidney failure mystery shopper...
wth...my acting skill was damn lousy n im given tis job....
blk leave still have to do all tis stuff...going back to sch..haiz...
fri going to constance's house for bbq...SMRT rocks...
cant wait for it...exciting...
hope it will turn out great n fun.....

2006-03-24T11:40:00.000-08:00

mmd presentation 2 days ago...stress when presenting....
feeling very confuse this few days...
hope things will move on smoothly...
i think i muz alwayz look at e bright side of my life...
im not strong enough to do e things dat i wanna achieve...pls help mi....
feel sick ytd...dunno wat strong with mi.... wth....i dun wanna get sick again...

tep ending soon...dun feel like leaving bpos...
im juz only left with abt 9 days at bpos...
sad to say dat... but hope dat miricales may happen...
hahaha......

sweet dreamz.....

2006-03-21T14:11:00.000-08:00

Juz came back frm jess bday party...haha
great time at pizza hut...all of us r so full....
take only a few pics...fun enjoy too....
shall post e pics when i get it...
having 1 of e memories at bpos....wahahahhha..
have mmd presentation tml...nervous dunno wat to present...

A message frm my friend:

Dont search love,

let love find u?

Tats y its called

falling in love,

becoz u dont force

urself to fall,u juz

fall n there will be some1

to catch u.....

2006-03-16T17:36:00.000-08:00

MMD had get out of my life...was given a new project....sianz..thx jio for helping mi...luv u lotz...shall call my mystery shopper tml so I can get out of sch again..i cant survive in sch with nothing to do at all....get my results ytd...disappointing..guess wat i get sucks....

home soon tata...

2006-03-14T22:48:00.000-08:00

fri went to do survey again...mi, jess, jx n huici are so shagged n tired...crap lots...we have been walking seen 8.30am till 1+ frm 1 place till wooldlands...oh gosh so far...our day was damn unsuccessful...mi n jx was like pulling our feet cant take e heat...both of us r always last to reach e place...onli completed abt 60+ surveys in 1 sch...went around 6 sch....but e result was so bad...half way through we settle down at a coffeeshop slack there...jx show us magic....he thought mi tricks...haha...great...he think i'm blur alwayz make fun of mi...they r my great friends at bpos...they make my day...cheers....went shopping at causeway point with my jess n huici...great time...left at 4+...den home sweet home....
cliques came back frm taiwan...miss them lots....haha...saw them ytd so happy...they bought many things so jealous...thx for e gifts..like it lotz....went for a new mystery shoppping briefing again with jess....have been reaching home early since last mon....feel crazy with my MMD ica..its so sucks...i hate it....quick get rid of it....this ica alwayz ruin my day....arghhhhhhh....

2006-03-09T10:23:00.000-08:00

Whoo...
great time ytd...nv go to sch at all...haha...have fun going out with constance, jx n jessica doing surveys....lotz of laughter n chit chatting on our way...1st meet them 3 at tiong bahru...took cab down to STC...den headed down to my place.... have to walk under e hot sun to another sch...
but only manage to complete last than a 100 surveys...bad....students heard dat we r frm NYP..they say r u frm tammy sch n is e survey abt tammy...
oh...gosh...NYP is so famous now....

STC toilet was so scary...so dark...no lights at all n their classes was like prison....lol
went to my sch...saw my teachers n OM...chatted with OM...was so shocked to see mi...says dat he can't recognise mi ...change lotz...

gd news tml doesnt have to come to sch again...
do my surveys...going out with great bunch of friendz again...
this few days have been reaching home early...haha...great
i like dat...how my flash, photoshop thingy...not done yet...
its making mi crazy...i hate this ICA....

new post tml ba....

2006-03-07T22:04:00.000-08:00

This post si gonna be long...lol...
Friends left taiwan ytd...gonna miss them lotz...will not be meeting them for a wk....
ytd went for mystery shopping...left sch at 2.45pm with janet....glad with wat i had achieve at 1st....
Mon should be a gd start of a wk...but lotz of things happen out of a sudden....feel so stress up...
doing my project n saved eveything at home ...miss all my shows...in e end i cant open e file....all my hard work was gone....arghhhhhhhh.....feel like crying out...
nvm its ok i tell myself ...cool myself down...but so unlucky i receive a call late at nite (9+)frm my mystery shopper telling mi dat she doesn't wanna be mystery shopper anymore....i was like black out of a sudden ...dunno wat i can do at dat moment...feel so cheated...spend my time briefing her for 2hrs...but e outcome was sucks.....feel so pissed off....
morning as usual 1st person to reach bpos for SMRT...feel so stressed.....
more outsourcing to be done...have to go down to sec sch to do survey ...doesn't wanna be with dat gal....i hate her....is better to pair up with a person dat u will get along with rather than a person u have nothing to talk to...
now at FAL doing my project with constance....life at bpos was sucks too...at 1st nothing to do at all but to slack...now lotz of projects to be done...n e dateline was so short...
but our grp e 10 of us was so enthu planning for friends b'day next wk ....but some of us still always stick to e same bunch of ppl juz like mi...haha...e rest was like hi n bye seldom talk to them....
ta ta have to do my project now....stop blogging....

2006-02-27T15:11:00.000-08:00

Been a long time since I last blog... feeling tired this few days...not enough slp ... irritating noise around mi...feel like shutting them up...but cant...wth...if dat noise is not going to stop...i will be dead soon....I hate them...no brains ppl...arghhhh...I wanna to change my rm....2nd wk at bpos...life there sucks...lotz of stuff to complete...given e WDA project to do...mystery shopping alone... have to go down to e person house to conduct briefing...wth kana a guy mystery shopper...so stupid...go to his house alone with no one at his house...feel so eerie....supervisor say I can ask a guy to acc me down for safety purpose...lol...kana caught by supervisor for wearing short sleeve for formal..had been wearing dat but now den kana caught...debated with him but still lost...forget it...went down to town on sat get my bag n formal wear..satisfied..back to sch again...snooze...

2006-02-14T05:07:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all!!!!!
thx to my sis for e gifts dat u all gave mi...
like it lotz...
PS...did not give u all...haha...
give u all a surprise next yr k....
but to mi everyday is v'day...
as long as we r happy together....
I will be very happy...
cheers to u...
can't join my sisters today...got something on....
but u all enjoy ok....
luv u all lotz...muack...
hugz.......
thx for making my day so wonderful.....

LotZ oF LuV.....ThE OnE & OnLY LiNgZ (*.*)

LotZ oF LuV.....ThE OnE & OnLY LiNgZ (.)