ChEeRfUl AlwAyz
Thought my blog will be dead...
A bad day for me... quarrels... got no one to talk to... e only thing i can do is to blog it out....
life is full of misery... closed myself in e rm spend e nite alone doing nth but cry out loud... feel like packing up my stuff n leave e house immediately but i got no where to go....
my help is worth centless, not appreciated n yet i received such an outcome in return, its jus only a small matter n yet it so serious... well got nth to comment n no matter wat it will still ended up to be my fault when i do not even know y im landing up in such a miserable life.... from today onwards im not going to help them anymore....
thought through... question myself.... willl my upcoming trip be a pleasant n fujn holiday or will it be a merable holiday sprinkler with sadness.... really cant imagine such things might had happen its really unbelievable to ppl who r around me today to cool me down.... all thx to all of u... i do know u guys care for me but i really cant control my tears.....
tears will shed when i thought it..... being a sole breadwinner of the house is not easy... working n studying hard day n nite but yet its unappreciative... lost all my freenz around me no enjoyment of life.. all bcoz of what... trying to earn as much as possible n yet u r there saying that im selfish den y should i be working so hard n get such comment in return... there goes everything...its not worth.... u guys r staying at home all day but im out here to face e stress... i really got nth to say... i didnt even complain n yet u can say that im selfish.... now i undestand y normally ppl say that helpful n efficient ppl will die first while those who r evil will survive.....
Those who r reading this will think who im referring to... if i will tell u the situation that exactly happen u will be in shock n feel that it is unbelievable.... well since it had happen i will always remember it as a daughter such things actually happen on me in which its really pain suffering....sisnt really blog e whole situation that happen but will always rmb..... sob sob.....
LiNg:
sMiLE aLWAYz. cHeErZ ...i waNnA hAvE fUn!!!!
